Just a few months ago, I was so lost. And by lost, I don’t just mean that I was unsure about my future. When I say lost, I mean losing myself, along with the four closest people I had in my life, all at once. And I guess I have the right to say that life was shit. Because it was. But as shitty as it was, there is nothing that I regret. And this is the reason why. As these few months have passed, I’ve grown and developed in ways that I would have never expected out of myself. And I’m extremely proud that I’ve gotten to this stage where I can stand tall and just be dependent on myself. Of course, I would have never been able to reach this goal without the support of my new and current friends that I’ve become closer with. And that doesn’t mean that I am happy every moment of my life. There are still days where I feel tired and worn out, but I have this confidence in myself that tells me “I will make it through”. And surely, I have made it through all these trials that I’ve had to face in the past couple of years. Losing a special one of my closest friends was definitely the most heartbreaking experience I’ve ever had to go through, and at times, it still breaks my heart. But I know that one day I’ll be able to meet with him again, and we’ll relive all our unforgettable memories. When I’m feeling down, I look up above and I imagine being able to see him. He is my inspiration to keep going. So no matter how much pain I have and will face, I will forever be grateful that I have met someone like him, and that he’s become such a big part of my life. And to all the people who have selfishly hurt me, I choose to start on my journey to forgiveness, but I will never forget. To all the people who still decide to hate on me for no good reason, I have only one piece of advice for you. Whatever you don’t let go of, will grow and infest in your heart like a disease, and one day it will kill you. The key to improvement is to let go and move on from the negative things in life. And so that is all. I pray that one day, you’ll realize all the things you’ve lost, but most importantly, that you will become a better person. It’s time to move on to the better things.

Intimacy is not who you let touch you. Intimacy is who you text at 3am about your dreams and fears. Intimacy is giving someone your attention, when ten other people are asking for it. Intimacy is the person always in the back of your mind, no matter how distracted you are. —(via thatkindofwoman)


I never want this season to end.



Study me as much as you like, you will never know me, for I differ a hundred ways from what you see me to be. —Jalāl ad-Dīn Muhammad Rūmī  (via ugh)

That’s my girl —cutest shit ever (via sluts-n-prudes)

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